{"id":40,"date":"2025-12-27T02:59:50","date_gmt":"2025-12-27T02:59:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/?p=40"},"modified":"2025-12-27T02:59:50","modified_gmt":"2025-12-27T02:59:50","slug":"she-holds-it-like-a-chastened-bloom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/2025\/12\/27\/she-holds-it-like-a-chastened-bloom\/","title":{"rendered":"She Holds It Like a Chastened Bloom"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>She holds it like a chastened bloom<br>&nbsp;pressed flat by winter\u2019s heavy palm\u2014<br>&nbsp;a slip of lace, a breath of loom,<br>&nbsp;a quiet relic asking calm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yet through its threads, a ghostly rose<br>&nbsp;has blossomed where her breath had bled;<br>&nbsp;it stains the cloth in tender throes,<br>&nbsp;a muted script her lungs have read.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No vivid cry of crimson fire,<br>&nbsp;no theatrical, artful mark\u2014<br>&nbsp;but pale confession of the pyre<br>&nbsp;that smolders softly in the dark.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She folds it once, as ladies do,<br>&nbsp;with fingers trained in old refrains\u2014<br>&nbsp;as though propriety could subdue<br>&nbsp;the fragile ache that still remains.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O wan embroidery of pain,<br>&nbsp;O sigh caught in a woven net\u2014<br>&nbsp;your color fades like autumn rain,<br>&nbsp;but tells a truth she can\u2019t forget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And in her hand, the cloth becomes<br>&nbsp;a quiet treaty with her years:<br>&nbsp;a place where all her sorrow hums<br>&nbsp;yet finds its dignity in tears.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So rests the lace, so rests her breath\u2014<br>&nbsp;the world still swirling, sharp and swift\u2014<br>&nbsp;while she, acquainted well with death,<br>&nbsp;offers the handkerchief as gift\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Not one of tragedy alone,<br>&nbsp;nor some tragic heroine\u2019s art,<br>&nbsp;but fabric where her life is sewn<br>&nbsp;with stubborn beauty, stitched by heart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She holds it like a chastened bloom&nbsp;pressed flat by winter\u2019s&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/2025\/12\/27\/she-holds-it-like-a-chastened-bloom\/\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">She Holds It Like a Chastened Bloom<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=40"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":41,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions\/41"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=40"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=40"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=40"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}