{"id":42,"date":"2025-12-27T03:01:44","date_gmt":"2025-12-27T03:01:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/?p=42"},"modified":"2025-12-27T03:01:45","modified_gmt":"2025-12-27T03:01:45","slug":"the-hand-that-holds-whats-left","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/2025\/12\/27\/the-hand-that-holds-whats-left\/","title":{"rendered":"The Hand That Holds What\u2019s Left"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>It lies across her trembling palm,<br>&nbsp;a shroud in miniature\u2014<br>&nbsp;white linen steeped in whispered harm<br>&nbsp;that dares not speak too pure.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The lace, in looping filigree,<br>&nbsp;still dreams of gentler roles:<br>&nbsp;Of hall and hearth, propriety,<br>&nbsp;of handshakes, fans, and strolls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But now it keeps a darker trust,<br>&nbsp;a vow it never chose:<br>&nbsp;to catch the breath turned iron-rust\u2013<br>&nbsp;this rose should not have rose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She lifts it with a practiced grace,<br>&nbsp;no flutter of dismay\u2014<br>&nbsp;as though the stain upon its face<br>&nbsp;were just the dusk of day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For she, long-schooled in frailer arts,<br>&nbsp;in rituals of pallor,<br>&nbsp;knows how to still her racing heart<br>&nbsp;and master death\u2019s own valor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A cough, a bloom, a fading thread\u2014<br>&nbsp;too real for poets\u2019 lies;<br>&nbsp;yet still she lifts her noble head<br>&nbsp;with fire behind her eyes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And so the linen tells her tale\u2014<br>&nbsp;not tragic, though it bleeds;<br>&nbsp;but of a woman, wan and pale,<br>&nbsp;who will not yield to creeds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For even suffering, pressed so thin<br>&nbsp;it ghosts through woven weft,<br>&nbsp;cannot unmake the might within<br>&nbsp;the hand that holds what\u2019s left.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It lies across her trembling palm,&nbsp;a shroud in miniature\u2014&nbsp;white linen&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/2025\/12\/27\/the-hand-that-holds-whats-left\/\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Hand That Holds What\u2019s Left<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=42"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42\/revisions\/43"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=42"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=42"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/serena.lgbt\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=42"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}